feeling better

realized my cohort is such a stressed cohort. hahaha okay but at least we are feeling the same way :)

whatsapping the wonderful concerned b made me see why I burned out so quickly. really, really painful and sad but valuable lesson to start the year

hopefully I will be more clear-headed from now on.

(plus yesterday he put his genuine concern into action, even if it was a small action, it really surprised hazel and I cause dad is a stoic person most of the time. I was touched to tears literally- thank you thank you I love you)

this mess brings a whirlwind of calm